Oh 19. I feel so old. So stress. So in-denial. And there is that, the feeling that I'm getting closer to whatever my decisions will and had lead me. Frightened at whatever it is, excited to face what will come. But I feel that I'm missing something. I know I'm holding back on a lot things but this feeling. . . whatever it is, I hate it.
And what has this to do with this song? A lot of things.